tulisan 21 : muhasabah cinta

I need time

I need it badly

But He who created time had made it so perfect,

Perfect as nothing can change it,

I am the one who should change myself,

As time will not wait, never will..

Realizing the certainty of death,

Realizing the certainty of afterlife,

Realizing the certainty of heaven,

Realizing the certainty.........................of hell..

Ignorance still seeds in me

Growing and growing nonstop

Sin rides me..

Stupidity wears me..

Weak.................that is me..

He gives everything to me..

Life................Chances................Choices..

And will continue giving..

What did I give in return?

What??

Till that day..

The day when I will be given nothing..

Only me with all my deeds to answer Him..

Lailahaillah...Lailahaillah...

Lailahaillah...Lailahaillah...

Lailahaillah...Lailahaillah...

Lailahaillah...Lailahaillah...

Taqwa - Opick

Where's my love for Him?

Where is it?

How does it feels when the person you love ignores you?

Hurt that is...He must be feeling that most of the time..

Oh Allah..Ya Allah..Ya Rabbi..

Ya Allahu Ya Rabbi..

Ya Allahu Ya Rabbi..

Ya Allahu Ya Rabbi..

Ya Allah..

Ya Allah - Wali Band

Please forgive me..

For my sin..

For my stupidity..

For my ignorance..

For my weaknesses..

Please forgive me..

Accept my doa..

Give me strength..

Awake me..

Love is just for You Ya Rabbi..no other than You Ya Allah my creator...

And I shall find it..the true love that is~ this is my muhasabah cinta...